2026-02-10
Hi, it's been a while.
I've recently made a new friend and gotten into a new hobby.
I like my new friend a lot, she's really cool! I really enjoy spending time with her.
I also really like my new hobby (I bought a DJ controller). Sometimes I feel upset and then I listen to a cool mix or find some cool new music and I'm excited to go home and mess around on the deck!
But I've not been so into blogging or programming or anything intellectual recently.
That's fine, mostly. But it does make me feel anxious for where I am going. I don't like the person I'm becoming, I think.
Typically, when all feels lost, I center myself with who I want to be. I don't know what that is, anymore.
I recently started Dutch class. The first lesson starts in 50 minutes and I feel nauseous.